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I have been doing monthly check ins with my friend in Hawaii, Robert golden for a few years now at least two years. I think it may have just been it was pre pandemic actually as well. So anyway, today is it’s 8:34am on May 1, Monday. May 1 2023. Oh no, it broke the name it really changed it. E R. O S. So, we’ve been doing these check ins and today. During one of his stories, Robert introduced these two words and arrows, he said is the flow of love and Thanatos is the flow of death. I suddenly had a little vision of a chapter of this book as a result of that I never thought about the flow of death. I guess it could be perhaps articulated as a fire. Fire consumes and kills and then gives life and so I had this vision that we come down to the point of, of God and the language breaks down but what I call the E P P. ever present present is where arrows and Thanatos are merged or the same or somehow equivalent. We can’t have one without the other. And yeah, just really seen how at the micro level they can’t be distinguished. And so maybe it’s like this concept of the far left and the far right being the opposite ends of a horseshoe. The they end up being basically the same. And so, we have maybe that kind of a analogy would fit that the flow of life and the flow of death. I said love before I actually look it up are one and the same when you get far enough to the to the periphery. So I wanted to add a little chapter around that and like my ideas of what is good and bad. Are you know not pointless, but they’re hard to distinguish when we get down to the far ends of the spectrum. And just having this sense of slowing down to bring my title back into the to this piece, slowing down so that we can experience each microsecond of life one one bit at a time. And really dissolving into the flow of life and time. And this is where we have experiences of athletes get into the zone or into the flow state and just being really, really present and discovering that it’s all one in the same from different perspectives. Yeah, so that’s my little topic about Eros and Thantos. Thanks for listening and talk to you soon. じゃねー. Bye bye