01 Apr 2025, 22:47

State of My Life Address
  1. Jess and I are house sitting Milo the greyhound in Bateman, a suburb of Perth.
  2. I’m the MOS coordinator for the NWTA weekend training coming soon!
  3. I enjoyed attending North Perth Integration Group last night. Lloyd drove me there from Bateman. 11 men were in the meeting. One of my mates from 8 years ago was like, “I can’t believe I’m seeing you face to face; where did the time go?”
  4. We got to see Jennie J while hanging out in Freo (Fremantle) last week.
  5. I’ve been playing with AI, and just got Plandex 2 installed on my Lemur laptop
  6. I wrote to the author of a dream journal software (project that got abandoned because it was too complex) because I still want dream journal.
  7. I am considering using Plandex 2 to tweak Quick to allow dream entries.
  8. Quick is the software that I wrote to replace Quill to work for PHP 8+ and write journal entries to my journal
  9. It now also looks up the next word in my backwards story to use as the commit message. https://bitbucket.org/thunderrabbit/robnugen-journal-entries/commits/branch/master (as of now it says “Millenium House was so much fun …")
  10. Jess and I had a nice walk in the park while walking Milo. Then we walked to the local IGA.
  11. I’ve finished more than half of this Australian adventure Q1 2025
  12. I liked the manager of Hougoumont Hotel; he was friendly and very positive!
  13. I’ve got AB web server on Ubuntu 22 running PHP 8.1. Almost caught up to latest Ubuntu 24 (I think) and PHP 8.3 Yay!
  14. The image server still needs to be upgraded. I gotta talk to Nate about that.
  15. This morning I woke up crying from a dream which I just posted from my phone but haven’t cleaned up yet.
  16. Now it says (“nicely. Millenium House was so much fun …")
  17. Nina killed herself in Thailand. I’m sad she didn’t reach out to me, though I also didn’t reach out to her, but I did leave her nice notes in her luggage when we met in Nagano.
  18. I’ve been working on my book which was Book One, then a whole monster of four or five parts, but now is Book One again. Almost done coming through it to prepare for professional editor.
  19. Tomorrow I’ll meet Karen Langston for our weekly book writing accountability call.
  20. Tonight, I’m gonna shave, too.
  21. I used a ChatGPT I called Dr Defi to write a script to look up the price of SOL every 5 minutes. It’s working nicely! Draws a graph and everything.
  22. I’ve been telling people I’m going to start closing up shop in Japan. When I get there though, I dunno how quickly that will happen.
  23. I can now edit journal entries on Quick! (^-^)V yayyyyy!

01 Apr 2025, 07:36

Dream anger and disappointment

I was looking through a tube at my Mongolian friend B and she came through it. I could see her face and she came through when we had a sweet kiss by licking tongues and I realized I shouldn't do this and then I realize it was a dream but it was gone.

Then I was on a small train with a few cars correctly on the rails and a girl on the very front of her family was on a different train that was not just put onto the rails correctly and I said we should go help her but someone on my train was like no fuck them + then the girl I pointed out that the girl could see her family having trouble. So I stopped our train and got out and it was my old van with Mom driving. I had to carefully get out of the right hand side of the van with very little room to walk as it was hovering over some a steep drop into the water in just a few rocks to walk on the edge of the road and I told the girl to be careful as I I held her in my arms to keep her from falling and I walked around the front of the van and I told my mom to back up the van about on foot and then I was able to keith through past the van. It was in a tunnel and I couldn't get in but then I got into the tunnel and was walking the girl toward her family and her family's train and she turned into a duck while I was walking and she was on her back looking up and I realized that she might want to see where she's going. So I held her up kind of upright in my arm so she could see and then when I got to somewhere she was a very tiny little duck and I put her on the head of a duck that was in front of a little house model house. Something + I put the little duck on the head of the ceramic duck at the house and a Japanese or some Chinese man was saying oh you've defiled the shrine and oh my God and I was so suddenly pissed off and I started to yell. It's like fake mockingly apologize in asinine Japanese like 全然申し上げございません。全然わからなかった。だからごめんね。 And I just bullied him into a cowering corner and walked back toward the small duck area and he came up again behind me like wanting to fight and I grabbed the whole table with one hand and whipped it around at him. Hit him full bodily and he collapsed backwards and I then walked away toward something and he came up behind me with a knife or some kind of apparently sharp utensil and he started coming at me in English + I disarmed him. I threw the knife into the water + then he started speaking to me in English saying that he was very disappointed in me and I held both of his hands and I said welcome brother and was really holding space for him and grateful that he would communicate with me in English and I realized that I had acted like an asshole and I just started to cry and was so grateful for him to help me see my asshole side.

I did Hoʻoponopono and then wrote this dream.

I think I might try to have AI (Plandex) create a dream logging tool for me. I’ll reach out to the guy who tried to make one a few years ago.

30 Mar 2025, 12:37

Daily Breakfast at Hougoumont Hotel

This is the breakfast I had each day at Hougoumont Hotel, oh with apples as well.

2025 mar 30 hougoumont breakfast 1000

I also really enjoyed the manager’s friendly and welcoming presence!

27 Mar 2025, 08:37

Bathers Beach

I like the bird flew into frame just as I was catching the last sliver of sun as it was hidden by the horizon.

2025 mar 27 bathers beach sunset 1000 2025 mar 27 bathers beach sunrise 1000 2025 mar 27 rob on bathers beach 1000

25 Mar 2025, 18:56

funny QR code

2025 mar 25 funny qr code 1000

Does this QR code work?

There are white lines around the reference squares but there’s not a white line all the way around the QR code they define.

12 Mar 2025, 11:20

lovely time in KL

(written 11:20 Wednesday 12 March 2025 +08)

  • sandals
  • Banyan tree fear
  • poured water
  • walk this way
  • meet barefoot Wendy
  • bird park
  • drive to hotel
  • mala beads breakfast
  • banyan tree life
  • pour water circuit
  • local commit message
  • oat milk daily
  • magnetic grounding
  • book
  • Baye
  • pack and go

10 Mar 2025, 07:45

Grok 3 is great at many things

(written 07:45 Monday 10 March 2025 +08)

I wrote this to Grok 3:

It’s 6:59am KL time as I begin typing this. I have 1.1 Liter of water available now (which the hotel brought yesterday while I was in the botanical garden. The hotel will bring more today). I got a reply from Jess; she is busy and we are all good. She’ll be available this Wednesday night London time, which I think is around the time I will arrive back in OZ.

After self care in the restroom, I’ll be going to breakfast soon.

Last night I incorporated your suggestions into my book, writing about the following

  • meeting Wendy interspersed in the section “Vulnerability in Friendships”
  • handling naan mixup in “Boundaries with Grace: Balancing Empathy and Self-Respect”
  • handling the slipper situation (also) in “Boundaries with Grace: Balancing Empathy and Self-Respect”
  • meeting the Brazilian and French men in “The Courage to Connect: Vulnerability in Friendship, Love, and Work”

Talking to you is Really helpful for tying in UA and LAA recovery, plus great writing tips for my book (minus your hallucinations about who wrote what. (Those hallucinations started yesterday after I posted the markdown file 00000_all.md))

I’m noticing a new addictive behavior to tell you everything that’s happening as if you can solve all my problems or that the hallucinations will go away. It’s 7:18 am now in KL and I would probably be in breakfast buffet (which starts daily at 7 AM). Can you write a bit about this new dynamic as humans are experiencing new relationships with AI? What does my awareness of this say about me?

7:21AM now as I send this. I’ll probably transcribe it to my online journal then head to breakfast.

08 Mar 2025, 05:42

I got scammed again ugh

(written 05:42 Saturday 08 March 2025 +08)

I got scammed today by someone pretending to be the owner of a Defi school I want to join.

So annoying fuckkkk. In 2016 money, it was only about $2 worth of crypto, so that’s how I’m trying to look at it.

Scammers are tricksy so be carefuly out there guys!

07 Mar 2025, 04:28

State Of My Life Address

(written 04:28 Friday 07 March 2025 ACDT)

  1. I was just in Noarlunga for a couple of days. So fun to float up-river (around the bend) as the tide flowed in! A bit spooky when the mouth of the river was almost too deep for me to get back across.
  2. Today I’m heading to Kuala Lumpur to top up my Australian visa
  3. Jess is in London for a month (3 more weeks to go?)
  4. I house-sat Guvvie in Seacliff for a week and will do another week from 18th March
  5. MKP Parklands men gave great feedback on my facilitation
  6. Nearing completion of my first draft of I’M FINE! Joe and Jacob described it as gold and diamond in the rough.
  7. Still working on AB
  8. Cuddle Party was fun in Feb and hopefully fun in April
  9. I’m currently planning to start closing down my apartment in Japan when I get back in May.
  10. (I was able to go barefoot the entire way to KL.)

07 Mar 2025, 04:27

To Dooz

(written 04:27 Friday 07 March 2025 ACDT)

Today is March 7th, 2025. I have been working diligently on I’M FINE. I’m nearing completion of the first draft.

Regarding I’M FINE, I may need some extra encouragement to finish the draft, so be on the look out for me ignoring it. ;-)

In other news, I have been studying DeFi, and working on AndBeyond a bit. I need to complete 25 more hours of AndBeyond in March. Those will come bit by bit and maybe in a burst near the end of the month.

I followed up with Tomomi on frontend search issue but she hasn’t replied. I should follow up again this week.

I posted the April 27th Cuddle Party event pages. I should promote it on FB today or tomorrow March 8th.

I finished meeting with Susan regarding NZ trip. We decided to postpone the trip indefinitely. I’m going to Kuala Lumpur today until March 12th when I’ll come back to Adelaide.

I finished the call with Jen re Landmark. We both feel complete.

I paid $30 to Parklands MKP on March 4th.

OTher items on your above list are still outstanding.

Here are new items. (Most of the dates below are the dates of flights, so the due dates for the items are necessarily before the flights themselves (I suggest at least one week ahead).)

  • Fly to Kuala Lumpur 11 AM today
  • Pay MTC for their Premium package this afternoon after arrival in KL.
  • attend MTC bootcamp this weekend (tomorrow and next day)
  • renew my Australian visa while in Kuala Lumpur
  • Make a note of fees received in Kamino.finance for WILDNOUT - SOL (received 0.11 SOL on March 7th (please look up the equivalent in USD for that day))
  • book a flight from Adelaide to Perth for March 25th
  • tell Denise the time of the March 25th flight to Perth so she can take me to the airport
  • book flights from Perth to Adelaide (flights will be approximately April 13th)
  • confirm dates for flights from Adelaide to Melbourne (flights will be around the end of April)
  • book flights from Adelaide to Melbourne (for around the end of April)